Then came Marilyn…Marilyn was the first porn star I knew by name, the first one I loved. At a time when the “ideal sexual woman” was a Playboy-inspired tart with big hair and big curves, Marilyn was a slender, athletic “girl-next-door” type whose outward innocence was as powerful as her amazing, raw, inner sexuality.

When watching a Marilyn movie, you didn’t fast-forward through the “acting” parts to get right to the sex. Instead, you cherished every second she was on the screen…as aroused by her in a simple blue dress as you were in her most intense action.

In my fantasies, she was more than just the ideal sexual partner, she was the ideal girlfriend, the ideal woman, the ideal friend.

Godspeed Marilyn, and thank you.

…today, I feel old.